Back to School after Raya Break.

Made a cup of coffee.

Sitting in front of the laptop.

And few stacks of books with a pencil case and draft papers.

Had the table lamp on.

Dealing with photography club accounts first.

Then start the school work.

Just had my one week of Raya break. It was a fun weekend.

I'm lovin' it.

But too bad, parents weren't at home during the week, never spent the time with them.

After one week of long break, feeling kinda stress over the works that been freezing for a week.

It takes my time to adjust the mood for it.

But still, I enjoy the first day after came back here.

I'm blessed when I think of the working life I've been last year.

It was much more tiring and stressful than now.

^.^v

38的灵感。小小emo..

有些误会，我好想解释。
有些恐惧，没办法逃避。
时间过了，不再回头。
感情，是升华还是变质，
突然什么也不想做。
信任，是每一段情的根本，
不被信任的友情，不被信任的爱情，
又能以什么延续，稳固？

Chiong k.

I want chiong k.

Chiong as loud as I can.

Chiong till I got no more voice.

I want chiong..

I want chiong..

Lights.

Sent Zhen Ye off to UK last night. It was 2.00am flight. Zhen Ye checked in at 12.00am++ and we left airport at 1:30am++. Take care my friend. All the best.

On my way back to Nilai,

This time, nearly headed to Klang when on the way back from KLIA -,-

It was a very dark, quiet and unfamiliar road.

There are many people came into my mind,

I hoped everyone was with me.

I hoped to hear friend's voices and laughing.

I didn't call anyone as I knew only myself can mend up for my wrong turned.

Pressed the petrol pedal as hard as I could.

Thanks T.A. Edison, LIGHTS are the most needed and thus relieved my fear.

What kind of mood?

None of my business.

Stay away from there.

Good luck to her.

It's maybe I never go through such misery as she is suffering now,

I am not sure whether I could comfort her with the right words.

But from the bottom of my heart,

I hope she is going be alright with everything.

I hope she is able to realize she still owning something else when the moment she lost something.

I hope she will be fine.

Friend, I am always stand by to give you all my ears.

I may not help to solve your problem, but at least to share your tense.

You are not alone.

+, Good luck!

Miss home.

Home sick.

Missing dad, mom, little brother, and the baby..

Missing of xiao bai..

Missing of foods.

Missing of homely foods.

Missing of air-cond room with my bed, bloster, pillow and blanket.

Missing of everything.

Home sick.

《摘星》- 吴若权

幸福的提要..

最美好的爱恋，是为一个人付出时的勇敢。
经历情海波涛汹涌，如果，最后的路是一个人走，
只要豁然开朗、没有愧疚，
幸福的感动依然会永远长相左右。

失去也是一种笃定。就算拥有的时光那么短暂，
能够无怨无悔的为一个人付出，就是幸福。

从前，一个人的时候，我并不感觉寂寞；
直到爱上你以后，每当无法及时拥抱你的那一刻，
我才深深地了解什么叫做孤独。

爱，必须忠于自己的感觉，
不要视对方的态度，来掩饰自己内心的渴望或恐惧。

走出悲伤的幽谷，固然要靠自己，
但也别拒绝友善伸出的援手。

人生，没有圆满。
是我们宽阔的心，补足了那些缺憾，让记忆变得圆满。

爱，不是牺牲。爱，不是占有。爱，其实是成全。
拥有爱情的时候，要让对方自由。
无法拥有的时候，双方更要让爱自由。

恋旧，是一种美德。但千万不要因为恋旧，而失去创新的追求。

—吴若权

A blog taken from a friend. These sentences narrate my mind deeply. I think they are touching many others as well. Going to read the book. Well done! Friend. :)

A blind old man

Today early in the morning, I was alighting from train at kl central. I saw an blind old man who may need somebody to help him to get to the escalator, I was about to passed by him and thought there will be somebody to give him a hand, but I didn't persuade myself successfully. I went on him. "Sir, may I help you?" I asked.

The blind man: " Oh! Thank you very much! I'd like to go upstairs (where the KL central ticket counters).

Hence, he hold my arm and we took our steps to escalator, we had a moment of chat like where am I from, what's my name (due to the financial crisis, I didn't tell him my real name), he knew that I am a student when I mentioned to him that I was heading to Nilai.

He was telling me that the train station would not running until 6am for few times and asking me whether am I going for breakfast since we can only take the train by 6am. And I told him that I don't really want to have any bites in such an early in the morning. As he kept on repeating that he would like to have breakfast but there is only McD at kl central, he can't afford and he needs to sell something to earn money for his journey and meal. Firstly i thought he is going to sell me something? (Oh gosh! Is he a cheater?) I didn't reply him anything and he carried on, he needs somebody to get him a ticket to Taman Jaya, PJ so that he can sell something there to earn some money. I really didn't get his means. But after he mentioned the same thing for few times, finally I'm aware that he needs me to buy him a ticket to Taman Jaya, I was trying to help but the ticket counter would be running only at 6am, and in my heart I was thinking (why this man kept on mentioning about money? Is he trying to cheat my money? Is he a cheater?) I got a little bit to gave him my hand. After I knew that the ticket counter would be running only at 6am, I told the man: "I think I can buy my KTM ticket using machine." The old man: "Oic, then I need somebody to get me a ticket to Taman Jaya at 6am so that I can sell something to earn some money. (Again! He told me the same thing. As I was about to take my purse, the old man said: okay, the I'll be taking my train to Taman Jaya and sell my things.) Beh tahan+worry: "Alright, alright, then you take care and wish you luck yea! Bye." I quickly walked to the machine and bought my ticket straight went down to my platform.

I am sorry I left him in the lurch yet I couldn't tell whether he is trying to cheat money. I was cheated once by a monk when I was early 18, working at Aeon, Jusco, that time the monk asked money from me and he said that they were constructing their temple, I thought since I am a Buddhist, donate him some money for better temple, alright, I took RM20 to him. After few minutes, my colleague came to asked me did a monk come to u and ask money from u? Yeah. I replied. Then my colleague said: he was arrested by police a minute ago, he is a cheater. did you give him money? I: I gave him 20bucks! My colleague: What the...! Alright, I was 18 that time, I was so naive, don't blame me lar.. At least I learnt.

Since that time, no more donation from me to those OKU(orang kurang upaya) or whoever holding a fucking license asking money when I am eating, shopping and anytime only during the time when dad is going to help out and donate to orphanage or old folk's home. Anyway, I am sorry. I hope the blind man would meet somebody else who has more ability to help him.

幸福

今天的一切都会为明天加分，
有回忆的生活才会幸福，
每一天都朝着幸福的方向前进。
只要没有停下脚步，
我相信明天的我很幸福。
我爱我的生命，
我爱我的家，
我爱出现在我生命里的每一个人。
我希望身边的每一个人都能平安健康快乐。
我希望我永远都不会失去。。