I love you, brother.

I am chatting with him, brother. And my tears are dropping.
He has just started his working life two weeks ago.
In the past weekend, the first weekend I went back home since after he had started his work, for a bank.
He is doing sales, I knew it.
He has been arranged for some kind of training at outstation since last Monday,
and I only able to see him on Friday night.
Saturday, he went for work at 12pm and came home at 10pm. We talked.
He received another arrangement to go back to the place (outstation) on Sunday, and must be reporting to there before 10pm.
Hence, Sunday, he got to start his journey at around 7pm.
He did, and I was seeing him off.
My tears was dropping down by seeing my lovely brother is now working as an adult, fighting for life.
He looks so tired, and his face seemed getting old.
He is my lovely brother, who is fighting hard to survive. He has started to earn living. And I seemed have read the toughness of working from his face, I felt his stress, and it makes me to yell in my heart, BRO, je loves you!

Take care, bro.
Thank GOD to arrange this lovely bro into my life.
Thank mom and dad who brought him to be my brother.

I love you, bro!
Now je is gaining back the strength and spirit to fight for life again!
Let's move on! :)

To GOD..

God, I am stressed up!

I have no idea what's going on, but truly felt the stress even I am on leave now though.

What's going on dear Lord.. Save me please.

I couldn't make myself relax a single moment from the work.

I felt the dissatisfaction over my current work.

I dreamt of my work even when I was sleeping.

Since when I am fully stressed up over my work.

I started to think: Lord, this is not the "career" that I am pursuing.

Started to doubt the life that I am having.

Dear Lord, please show me your guidance.

To GOD.

To GOD,

I can't stand it.

:'(

I'm sorry.

I am alone.

Alone.

How nice if I have a company.

Smile

I loved my smile.

I smiled at things that delighted me.

I smiled over blissful-ness.

I smiled over joyous.

I smiled because I was really happy.

And now..

I smile, to deplete disappointment.

I smile, to hide depression.

I smile, to keep myself safe from hurts.

I don't want this.

Appreciation.

Think twice when you gonna choose to hurt somebody.

Lies

不喜欢撒谎。

简单就幸福了。

跟着心走就幸福了。

(",)

不要總是在乎別人做什麼，多做自己的事情最重要；

不要總看人家的動態，就算你再累，也沒有人理會；
不要老是纏著別人，人家會說：你不累我還累；
不要隨便怨恨別人，人家早等著抱怨你怎麼辦；
不要總是估量自己在別人心中的地位，
活在別人的眼神裡，就等于失去了自我。
走自己的路，做最好的自己。

- Meaningful -

._.

承担。

长大了，要自己去承担。:)

Handle it or cry over it each time when it happens.

To myself,

You have to overcome it. You have to manage it.

Be brave.

Attach 1000000000000000 smiles for myself.

To myself:

Cheer up.

It has been a month.

朋友，你离开一个月了。

那是个漫长的一个月。

想你，思念留在心中。

到达不了你的耳际。

常常在思考人死了以后，会是怎样？

灵魂？天使？还是天上的星星。。？

或許該选择相信一切，

幻想你灵魂的探望，天使在天上看着我的生活，

天黑时望着天上所有的星星，

对你说话，问你好不好。。

朋友，你仍然活在我心中。♥

It is not about passion.

It is not passion. It's about a smile instead. :))

时时刻刻警惕着自己。

想要怎样的生活，自己主宰。

舒适，来自心灵的安逸。

整齐干净的空间，简单的灵魂。
一个人的时候，享受孤单享受宁静。

成群结队的时候，尽情的狂欢。
受邀聚会宴会，大方的出席。。

内涵，得靠平时丰富的求知欲。
为自己空闲的时间，填上自己喜欢做的事吧。
选个爱好，让心灵多份依靠。


身体是自己的，要好好保护。
多多保养，别让无情的岁月轻易摧残。

时时警惕着自己，堕落的人生似乎并不精彩。
时间有限，生命不能留白，过去了的时间只能回首不能弥补。

努力的生活吧。我爱我自己。。:))

October mission

TOEFL, October mission.

美丽要靠努力，魅力靠内涵。。

呼呼～

遺憾。。親愛的可大。

思念肆虐


不能再續的緣分，我帶著遺憾。

無奈的往前看，盡力珍惜我能珍惜的人與事。。

想你，可大。

不想道别。

不想道别。。

一万个不想道别!

我不想道别。

我还要聊！

我不想道别。

不想接受。

谢可大。

没敢在你FB墙上留言。。

看着属于你的那则新闻，

他在那样的夜，把你带走。

有点残忍，那道路看上去冷冷的。。

小喜，很痛吧！脑浆溢出，救护车到之前已经断气。。

你可走了，把遗憾留给我还有其他朋友，

你要怎么还？

不管多么不想接受，这是铁证的事实。

不管多么不舍得，还是要像其他朋友一样，

祝福你。。

不知道人死之后是怎样的，可我相信灵魂。

小喜，走好了。

来世还要做朋友，知道吗。。

没能亲自到场陪你走完你这场人生的最后一程，

不能把我的思念遗漏喔！要带着走才行。。

留张我觉得你最好看的照片在这儿吧。。免得日后我把你的样子给忘了。。:')

一切回忆，留在心中细细品尝。。

停笔了。

Dream.

I ain't a dream pursuer since the start but I do have dream like many others.

Dream is always beautiful, flawless and motivated.

And my dream always seems to be far away from reality.

Out of a clear blue sky, the ladder to that unreal dream shown up just right in front of me.

Yet I have the courage to make the move, not even the first step.

Hoping someone there to be with me.

:)

男朋友，女朋友，此刻这些名有点沉重。

我承受不起，也承担不来。

只能说对不起，你不懂我。

很高兴认识你，希望我们曾是真心的朋友。

:)

Tired day.

好累。

今天，想去看世界。._.

Time to keep up a good body shape!!

It's time to build up a good body shape!

Dilemma

Should I or not to quit?

Can I have both concurrently?

Dilemma...

Be Calmed.

When you feel hurt, think first before you complaint if you ever hurt him/her.

Calm down, love supposed to be beautiful and smiling-ful. (:

We have flaw, honest to your flaw as long as you are not hurting others.

We have the ability, be humble to have the ability as everybody has different ability.

._.

HIM.. :)

It reminds me of you. And I'm still addict to this song. ◡‿◡♩ ♪ ♫ ♬

I don't want to hear his voice.

I don't want to hear your voice.

You are still selfish as in the past.

Pls go away. :(

i miss him. :)

i miss u

◡‿◡ ♥

能屈能伸

能屈能伸，方君子所为。。

我是君子，也是瘾君子。 :P

Live with courages.

Live with courages.

Be strong to loneliness.

Be firm in work.

Smiling face follows this second and the next. (:

Jesus Christ.

Jesus Christ.

:)

Greed

It seems like I am getting greedy and greedier..

._.

Simple and the simpler :)

Simple is just so nice :)

简单 单纯 的Enjoy the days that you're just there :D

No complicate messiness, a simple feeling of goodness,

No further thinking, no delibarately planning..

The feeling is just so nice.. :)

I'm so addict to my life..

Thanks. :)

误会

抱歉，

我误会他了。。

陌生的朋友，对不起。

嘻嘻。。:)

Singapore

It was 930pm as I just walked out from my office and heading to the nearest MRT station.

It is not consider as late for an adult like me, and it shall not be strange if you see an adult like me walking on the street, taking MRT or buses.But when this scenario applied to a lady/gentleman who had already gone through her/his life half of the decade, the scene tugs at my heartstrings and reminds me of my folks.

There was a lady, around 60 y/o of my wild guess, she saw a bus that the doors were about to close, she was trying to catch up at her unease mobility and with an umbrella as her foothold.

There was another gentleman, around 60 y/o as well wihle his hair already turn into silver. He was sitting beside me with a plastic carry, I have no idea what's inside, whilst we were waiting for our bus.

Some questions hit my mind. 爷爷, 你的孩子们呢? Of course, I did not open my mouth and ask such stupid question. But it did remind me of my old folks at home.

Dad, mom. Wai-po, po-po... I hope I'll never leave you in this kind of life. I cannot ensure what will be my later life, but as long as I am still having the ability, I will never leave you in this kind of life. Even though buses/MRT become a must as our transport, I hope you will not taking them alone.

I love you, dad and mom.Take care.

EMO.. :(