Diary

Dear Diary,

It has been a long time since the previous update to this blog. I think I prefer to hand write diary.

I am not in a pretty mood today.

Maybe, miss him already?

Couldn't totally forget about the past.

Diary, I need some self discipline to plan my work, my life. It is miserable at work, there were many things and I did not able to manage them completely. I haven't seen myself for a long time, I mean the one full with determination, strong self discipline, I couldn't be the one like I used to be when I was a student.

I need to force myself.
I am 26 years old this year, how time flies. And I just get to realize, the real discipline is when I am thinking what to plan for myself. How to head to a better pay job. That's where self discipline came from.
So long you are doing thing for yourself, you would think it is necessary to put in effort.

This is how I would like to motivate myself:
Whatever things I do is because of my benefit. I don't do it for others.

So, be self discipline.